Well, a few months ago was my
4-year blog birthday.
FOUR YEARS ago
my daughter was 5 turning 6
finishing her first year of
all-day school and
I was in the darkest/lowest point
of my life.
Life was not turning out as I had
always dreamed and I was so angry at the Lord.
During this time of trying to get to know
myself in this new life I have grown:
in my confidence in who I am
(I am not defined by the # of children I have or NOT have)
to know that the Lord has answered my prayer
(even if it wasn't to my specs)
to rely on women in my life
(Godly women who are prayer warriors
and love my girl as one of their own)
more deeply in love with my husband
(who is able to be a friend, a voice of reason, and my confidant)
|my FABULOUS FarmGirlPaints winning!|
to depend on the Lord with all decisions
(trusting His plan for our lives takes SO much pressure off!)
to not be fearful when the doctor says: Cancer.
But - my posts have been sporadic and dodgy at best
as my day job of homeschooling & keeping house
are taking up the time I used to spend blogging.
I'm not sure what the fate is of this little piece on the interwebs.
Does anyone even read this?
Am I doing this for readership or for myself?
What kind of blog is this?
|Due to the high-winds of 12/2011, we *finally* have our new roof!|
I think what I will do is just keep this for me.
If people read it, thank you!
I am blessed by each and every comment people make.
I will document what few projects I do,
recipes I need to refer to,
and parties that I have - mostly serving as
a public scrapbook of things happening in our life.